Senorita Jane

When i refresh my memory on Christmas Eve mass, i can see everybody have their new dress, new shoes & everything, then i wonder why i didn't feel like to get anything new instead i was making a little charity at the shopping mall to a kids around the mall. 

This Christmas, i don't have any new dress, new shoes or i don't even get any present which is i'm okay with it. Because i must get use to it. It's not about the things that i've mentioned but it's all about what is sincere & the change of the heart that can make everyone feel happy & didn't left behind. I know i don't have that fortune to share, but i do have a little heart to share with people. 

Even though i'm not that perfect, but i hope what i can do, i do it with a sincerest heart. I know i miss everything during my Christmas day, i didn't went to my cousin's house, didn't went to my grandma's house, & also to my friend's house, but i still keep their spirit with me. I do miss a lot of things now days, i'm more to a solo person or people can see me as lonely person. But i'm getting use to it, another few days left before New year.

Oh I do get a present at last, I really appreciate it. Thank You to my friend.