Senorita Jane

Haiz...Totally Blown up! When there's comes to one point that really hit my patience level. You know how worst i am to you, So please don't try my patience, it really a nightmare. A month before Christmas really receive a huge temptation, but i believe i will be okay.

I just don't understand people now days, i can't please everyone. No matter what i do, there's still have the look by the words of "not satisfied". I think i've done so many things within this year. 

The thing that rarely hit me is my patience level, because the thing that u need to know, when the thing hit my burning point:

- Don't ever calm me down (coz u just annoying or i really feel u r annoying + will make me even burn)

- Don't ever tell  me a stupid joke (i won't respond + u r really annoying me)

- I can make everyone hates me with my words or i will lose a friend (So, don't try my patience)

But that's only comes when it's really hit my burning point, Just like today (i don't really want to talk about it)

I can't feel any Christmas Fever yet,  Usually when the Christmas fever is here, i will miss my home, friends & family. But i guess i can't feel it at all, but still i pray for that time to come. I miss the good old days, where there's still hopes, friendship, caroling, candle light, Christmas tree & Church.

I do hope today's (burn) only, tomorrow will be a great day. 

Christmas this year i celebrate alone, but memories of my past Christmas celebration will remain in my heart. Hope to be with the same Christmas every year.