Senorita Jane

After came back from retreat, all my closest friends & family said that i'm changed. I don't know that but i really feel relief & feel peace, not fully but i can feel it already half of my cup.

I am more grateful meeting new friends in unexpected way, i gain more love from others & love others. honestly, it's not easy but when our mind just think positive & the concept turn into love, love always conquer it all.

I realize i am a bit of quiet & even make people misunderstood that they think i have a problem or i'm sad. but i don't, i'm feel joy inside & interested to learn a new thing & gain more life experience.

I'm waiting what coming into my life next..but hopefully not much of a temptations, because i believe evils is everywhere. I'm waiting for the next stage of my life, if God really want me to change something, i would be really glad to do it with his lead.

I can see my mum a bit happy of my changes but still i can see sorrow in her eyes...just want to make her happy as long as i can. I'm also waiting for a bigger plan that i can think of, to keep my self busy. Some of my friends telling about a guy that i gave crush on last time, but i fell very neutral until i can speak his name & pray to him that he will get the happiness that he wanted. Because i know who i am, i'm not his type & i'm not that he's been looking for. I'm not waiting for him, i'm letting him go slowly until it really disappear. He deserve the best (^.*) If he happy, i'm even more happier.

The love will never leave us, it always stay in our heart. No matter how you keep fighting to leave the love, you'll never succeed. Love always conquer us, No matter what happen, i will keep on be strong & with God's leading the way..i will never lost. (^.*)