Senorita Jane

I can see people now days, mostly my friend, doesn't matter old friend, new friend or current friend that i have. I thought they will having the happy ending, getting couple, engage, marriage, but when comes to one point that i believe every couple have their own problem, but why must they feel that hurt, i can see it through their eyes, & suddenly they post it in their blog , Facebook & Twitter.

Isn't it great having someone that for us until the end of our lifetime? Why must there's a lie, scandal, & much more or even worse divorced. I can see it through my family, i know i'm not perfect, but isn't that when comes into marriage, aren't they suppose to prepare that anything can happen when they are building their family?

Well, i believe when we get into relationship, engage & also marriage, there's always temptation that we've have to get through. Depends on us how to settle it down for not losing each other & break the family apart.

I believe people always keep talking behind my back even the closes friend i have now, but it doesn't matter anymore, it hurt but i think i really get used to it. Because i believe that last time when i really hurt the most, nobody is there for me, i just depend on myself. Even the closes friend or new friend i really can't trust anymore., it's a lie when i said i trust them, probably they can be trusted but it's really hard to gain my trust on people anymore.

If i said don't tell anyone about it when i'm telling you something, i was just testing them that time. Well, i'm not surprise when there's a people come to me & ask me about it. Very funny ya!

Is that a friend when we talking about something but they seems like not interested at all & they are not a good listener too..so i gave up....when theres come to me for help, sorry i'll keep myself busy all the time. Just find someone that they can use, as usual they just want to take an advantage of me all the time. But sorry for disappointing all the time.

Actually, i'm not that strong enough to handle all the wound, but how life would that be? i just want to thank someone to make me feel loved, hurt, humiliate, ugly, & etc..he really did it successfully, but after that i just can feel it anymore, seems like heartless if that's the words.

If he read this, you know who you are. Always be loved by your words. I just Love the way it hurts (^.*)